You're hiding from pain. You hate being hurt. So you've either tied to become emotionless, or you've secluded yourself from people that you don't know. The only problem is that if you already haven't, you could develop a habbit of hurting yourself. You have a lot of pent up anger burning inside of you that's just waiting to be released although you may be in denial about it. You constantly feel like you've been wronged. You don't like how you are and want to improve yourself but you're very uncertain about what direction to take in your life.